New Year, New Normal

Keep Walking

Thank God it is 2016.  I am so glad last year is done.  It has been 17 days since surgery, and I'm making some progress:

• They removed the drain after the first week. 
• The stitches were removed the second.
• I feel fewer tears and pulls in my abdomen.
• All of my pathologies are in.

They were interesting. All of the tissues sampled were benign, including breast, ovaries, tubes, and the polyp on my colon -- all except for the endometrium strips. The report indicated that the sample was too small, but that one tumor marker (p53) was overexpressed, but another tumor marker wasn't present. The pathologist suggested that it be tracked.

No, no, no.

I don't want to track anything else. I want it out. So, I'm not happy. We should have taken the uterus when indicators started to go negative. I will be discussing this with my surgeon next week. The uterus has got to go. If he doesn't agree, I'll be getting a second opinion.

I'm going through all of this new drama because of the Tamoxifen. Effin Tamoxifen.

My recovery is going well, I'm happy to report. I'm ready to be all healed, but I still have jangly nerves under my arm and around the incision. I can't push a shopping cart, lift or do things with my abdomen. I can walk, but I can't dance yet. (Did I mention I love to dance?)

I also have to figure out what to do about oncology. My trust is low to zero that there is another treatment solution for me. My bones are too brittle for the other hormonal treatments like Arimidex, and my heart probably won't stand the assault, either.

I think I may be done with everything for a while. I may have to just wait and see what shows up. I just don't think I have any reasonable options left.

My only other dilemma: to bra and breast form or not? Right now, my little flat chest is fine.

Update: The GYN Surgeon does not know what to make of the data from my endometrium samples; they fit no category so they have no protocol. The tumor board will review it.

Yeah, it is coming out.

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